Question: Where did all that love go?
Sometimes when I'm all alone, I remember certain things about you. Like you're green eyes. I remember the way they'd look into mine as though you were trying to find something more than just my iris. Somehow, I swore you could see all the way into my soul.
Without you, at first, I felt good, like I'd done something right for myself. But, the farther it got from that point, the harder it seemed to be. I guess it's true when they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I wasn't okay with it in the beginning, and I'm still not okay with it now.
A few weeks ago, it seemed I would go through the motions of life on automatic. I cried at the most random things. Someone would be pouring a glass of water and I'd suddenly feel tears running down my face. But the absolute worst was when people asked if I was okay. Because then I had to admit that it was real, it happened, and we weren't together anymore.
And yeah, it got better. My stomache eventually went back to normal. I didn't cry every day.
But my heart. My heart will always be broken.
A few weeks ago, it seemed I would go through the motions of life on automatic. I cried at the most random things. Someone would be pouring a glass of water and I'd suddenly feel tears running down my face. But the absolute worst was when people asked if I was okay. Because then I had to admit that it was real, it happened, and we weren't together anymore.
And yeah, it got better. My stomache eventually went back to normal. I didn't cry every day.
But my heart. My heart will always be broken.
... is this about who i think it is?
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the good-writer gene skipped me... and the pretty one. it's just not fair :)
Mmhmm..Indeed it is!
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