School is coming up fast. I can feel each tick of the clock ache like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. Emotionally, physically, I'm not ready. I'm completely exhausted. .
Dear God, if you love me enough, I'll be able to find someone in the halls I'm able to hide behind. I pray that people won't even look at me, perhaps I may be blessed to get an assigned seat in the back where I can doodle and day dream all by myself. Maybe God, if my prayers can truly be answered, others won't even speak to me. Being alone, might not be as bad as I've imagined.

Please God, please bless me with invisibility.

My heart is so sore. How much can they take from me at this point?

All I need is peace.