I have so much to say, yet not enough. My words do not come easily anymore. It scares me. It panics me. My writings will so soon be forgotten. I can feel it, taste it, breathe it in. I hope all is well with you lovely people. You're posts and comments and following are so wonderful to me. They warm my aching body on such cold winter nights like this. I want to lie in each of your arms, melt into your skin, race through your veins. You bring life back into me. Thank you. I will be back soon, in no time at all. You can only be happy for so long, right?